Make it lemonade

What controls us? What stimulates our feelings? “Be optimistic” is what they say but upto what extent. Relax, But when you will get bored of even getting relaxed? This is something I am going through relaxing up for last 4 months since I have been out of my cool-age(college).The time I have is precious but is this being utilised , or am I just an unbeknownst victim of dalliance. There comes a time in your relaxation period when you start asking yourself that “What the hell I am doing?”. Getting mass-recruited as a chunk of deadly animals being put inside the placement truck, is this the complacent feeling I had paid, for such a boring relaxation?. Is it going to annihilate my incarnation as a human? There are similar mind boggling questions hovering around my conscious, but what should I do? Wait for my stars to go favourable for me or just pack my bags and kick upstairs towards my destiny on my own.
The biggest drawback with a mediocre is lack of confidence. Its aggravated when you have spent your 4 years in a jungle atmosphere like my case at JUIT, but the biggest advantage a “mediocre” has got is the “all-rounder” hidden inside him. Sarcastically he’s not bounded by the limitations of being a genius of one particular field. He has an open world of opportunities which would make him survive in this cruel world.

I heard one adage that "if life offers you lemons, you make it much better - you make lemonade".